5am
***** again,
Migraine?
migraine,
never felt this bad or this pain when I shot up one grain,
pharmaceutical style.
No style here in the bathroom it's clear that while alone and frozen to the bone and hot as hell I'll get well or I won't,
don't know yet, too early to tell.

Everything passes in a glow and the rose tinted spectacles passed to me by a higher authority kick in with the light.

And now I feel alright which is a bit of a ****** because I have to go to work.