I feel like a rolling stone, rolling until it reaches the edge of a cliff, even though I'm so close to falling into the arms of my dreams and opportunities, gravity always tries to find a way to stop me.
fear is kicking in, I'm on the verge of giving up and giving in to my fears and failure. At this point of my life I don't know what to do, suicidal thoughts are on my mind day and night and I don't know where to go or how to go about reaching my dreams.