As I lose myself to fear and despair, I created a world where I can bare my true self.
Not hide behind the disguise that reality thinks is real, where I embrace the deception so that they may go on living in a perfect world.
Although what they call perfect may not be for another, for my smile is a misleading one That even betrays my own trust,
     and still I smile.
confused of who I truly am I escape reality and enter my fantasy, and with every step I take I see the darkness engulf me.
letting me know that no matter where I go reality is sure to follow, still I try escaping reality.