she stood at the pool table black shirt, black jacket, black pants black happiness but i saw a glow. bright white, blinding almost from the second she walked into this modest german bar sold out to service us. i sat in the corner wishing i could think of anything that would make her believe i wasn't just another finally we told lies together of our birthplace "frankfurt" according to witness accounts witnesses being her only friend with her on this tragic night for me, i was too much like the last guy