Sometimes I wish I could be dead
just for one day
to see what it feels like
to not feel pain in anyway
I want to know what it's like to fly
without the fear of falling
to just walk the streets like I'm invisible
without stopping for a second and crying
I want to see who would miss me
if I was dead and gone
would people cry and fall apart
or just laugh like nothing is wrong
would they speak kindly of me at my funeral
or would they speak a bunch of lies
would they curse my name in anger
or would they wish me back to life
Sometimes I wish I could wake up in heaven
just to spend one day with Jesus
just to talk to him face to face
and tell him about all of my problems
I want to walk with him in the clouds
and let out everything
then listen to his advice
on how to make my pain go away
if I could be dead for one day
I probably would want to stay that way
what I woukd give to be flawlessly beautiful
just for one day
to see how everyone would react
would they even care
or would they ignore my death like a penny
and pretend I was never there.