my father lied on a bed of death sicklied over with the ailments. he had given up a long time ago and now was waiting for it to takes toll and when his finally breath spoke to the room i was not there. i was not able to bid him farewell and express everything he meant to me before he traveled to where ever it was he was going. probably heaven it would be the lord's loss not to accept him. i cried as his head rose with life my eyes flooded with tears were diminished as he whisper to me that he couldn't leave before he was finished and then he was gone for good