Gazing, feeling nothing. Their hums were working. Now they hibernate. Searched for laurels. Waters from Japan bit my chest. I bled & discolored the waters. From blue to white. I fear the charm has left. Bereft of red strings. There was a dream. You promised I'd have a dream. Of my animals & sharp objects. Now, she says now & I? I was familiar with later, tell me how to lose & I'll start changing you.