or themes were them or I don't even remember anymore the drunken high wavering feelings dizzying exact places nor time, of where I was on that date or whom I might have said to a flirt or grabbed a thigh bravely or slapped a cushiony cue ball banking the eight ball with skill winning a hundred dollar bill buying the whole ******* bar a drink and a *******, just know that was me when, then. I had less problems younger stouter energetic time left on my tab, a deadly eye a smirk of confidence, that youthly obsession with being tough. I banked the eight ball last week while breaking and still am aching a week later. Now.