well
alright
so, the thing you have to understand is
I can't think straight
the thinking thing the thing
is
what
happens if I can't think straight
I can't think
I can't
well
I can't
well
I can't think of anything
but you
what happens if I can't
think
of anything
but you
so
I mean well
the thing is
the thing you absolutely
have to
understand is
I'm terrified of commitment
so
when I say this I mean
you'll know what I mean
the thing is
what if I
what if you have to understand
the thing is
I'm afraid to even say it
write it
type it
think it
commitment

the thing  is
I'm terrified
and I can't think
because I can't think of anything but you
and I'm terrified of commitment
of you
but you
the thing is
what if
I fall in love with you
and I'm terrified
of you
the thing is
what if
you fall in love with me
the thing is
what if
what happens
is
the thing
that happens
is
I fall in love with you
and
you fall in love with me

afraid to even write it
think it
feel it
live it
commitment