When you told me
about the feelings
you had
for me,
I could not believe you.

I have a hard time trusting people generally,
thanks to the **** I have gone through
and this was so specifically special
that I just couldn't help
but run away.

so I did.

But
somehow like that
I wanted you to follow me
and tell me you wouldn't hurt
and that it will be fine.
Tsk. Wishes.