I wish I could tell you
Everything that's in my heart
About all those little things
That break me apart
Words in my tale
That I never spoke
And these empty pages
On which I've never wrote
Of everything that hurts
And eats me from inside
I wish I could tell you
Why is that I still hide
From everything I've seen
And all that I've known
What it takes to be who I am
And why I am still so alone
I wish you could find me
And I wouldn't have to be so lost
All the bridges that I've burned
And all the oceans I've crossed
To reach where I am today
In this barren land so cold
In years that have rained on me
I've never felt more old
I wish I could tell you
About every moment I'll ever live
And about the lake I drown in
With every tear I'll ever give
I hope you'll understand
Every scream that you'll never hear
Time slips away like sand
In dreams that you'll never bear
I wish I could hold you
And be spent while you're near
I wish I could tell you-
One last time
But you are not here