over,the ground crawling,
in the air higher, cascaded in tears
down a torrent, went over an edge of this
earth, have given up. Reveled in birth, cried at
losing one, spoiled soiled crapped on
myself. Spent, my last scents,
came up from there soiled stinking rotting.Smelled death.
Saw it in my hands, the last breath, a snaky smiling,
haunt. Saw the last ends the beginnings, felt all of history,
thought what is this?  
Vomited with the reek of alcohol, self administering
medications, lost days, in there, lost  feel.
Tried to understand , the mountains, wolves trees , alpha
omega.
Saw it smiling back at me.