I lay awake yet in a dream, a dream that seems to scream at me. It screams your name, shrieks and howls how foul I feel when you're not around. Lightning strikes my sight with beauty, strikes my heart with undoubted love. to claim those eyes for my own. to claim those thighs, those hands, that smile. My head spins, my stomach churns. My heart races and my breath burns. to wish the past could be undone. To breath you in and we are one. I lay awake yet in a dream. My heart screams profanities... Drifting down a stream of tears. days of knowledge feel like years. paradise, entangled in your arms, or you in mine. i can hardly keep from crying.