(Plain text-Guy Girl  Friend)

Even years later, your shadow has yet to fade,
And my emotions only grow more intense,
I was squatting, sketching by myself...

On a hilly road, under the scorching sun,
Our blurry figures were walking.
The summer heat lingered in my eyes.

"Stop bothering me! Just leave me already!"
I said, brushing your hand away,
"No I won't leave you."
You exclaimed and grabbed my hand tightly,
"You're so annoying!"
I said and walked a little bit ahead of you,
Without ever looking back.
"How do you really feel?"

If I'm just "wise" then I'll never move forward,
I have no reason to so I'll just rot away here,
I wish the clock would turn back for me...

Years may pass, but I'll never die,
I repeat some hopeful words to myself,
Even though I know that,
I still won't be able to reach you

I just don't care!
"Let me die already!" I said,
As I clutched my fist while cursing myself...
Helpless to do anything, I simply
Indulged myself in life.

If summer can show me dreams, then
Let's go back to before you were taken away,
Those days where I hid my embarrassment
Lit up the air and consumed my mind!

A boy who had turned 18,
Waited for her again somewhere,
Remembering those figures
Of blurring silhouettes...

Underneath the blazing sun in an empty schoolyard,
Today too, I heard you said, while smiling,
"Let's play together"
As you swayed from side to side.

"I'm worried" she said with an uneasy face,
Someone like a neighbor
Wouldn't ever understand so,
Please don't act to be so sad...

Feeling hazy, let's remain indifferent today too,
And just retain yesterday's pace,
So that I won't ever forget your warmth...

If I'm wishing for a dream that can't come true, then
I'll embrace this hazy past
And have a dream that I won't wake up from,
And isolate myself from the rest of the world...

"But that means you can't even see tomorrow?"
It's ok, I don't really care about that...
And I stained my hands
In order to **** these dreadful days
I'm choosing "solitude" after all!

A rotten boy aged at 18,
Today too, prayed again,
While clinging on to your fluffy smile.

Underneath the blazing sun,
Asking, somehow please take me away!
Instead of leaving me like this!
And my murmuring was silently stopped...

"Can you hear me?"
The voice asked and vanished,
The reason, somehow, became clear,
I reached out a hand in the summer heat daze...

The young boy, wishing under the scorching sun,
Found himself standing back then,
Your summery smile is exactly as I remembered it.
"Yes I died and I'm so sorry,"
"Let's say our goodbyes?"
Please don't talk like that! Don't leave me!

A silhouette was watching me as this happened.