I go back and forth with my love
Will I ever be content with someone
Or am I doomed to always be searching
For ectasy? And it seems that's what
I'm after, just a host to be filled by
Excitement. It doesn't make much
Sense, the women weren't bad that
Were in my life, I always felt like
Moving on and never gave them
Much of my time. Will I ever be
Satisfied or am I completely out
Of my mind? It feels that way a lot
Of the days, having a beautiful
Woman in my life and not knowing
If she's right. But that has been my
Story, leaving them behind and
Always end up lonely. It's a miracle
That a woman would even consider
Me, let alone be a part of my life.
What happens when the chips are
Down and I have no where to turn
To, am I going to forever make it a
Point to hold back my love and cause
Her to break it off? Or am I going to
Call it quits because I'm confused?
What will that do, except leave me
Out in the cold, always wondering
If it was meant to be?