I tried to save you
Fought for you so hard
I loved you in spite of what I heard
In spite of all I saw
I tried to ignore all the mean things you ever said
Tried to just believe in true love conquering all instead
Constantly lieing to myself that maybe you would change
If I believed enough
If I tried hard enough to make you see that I truly loved you in spite of myself
I've never had to love me if I was loving someone else
Didn't have to take care of me if I was busy taking care of someone else
All I ever wanted was someone to love me enough
Fight for me hard enough
Believe with me that love was truly enough
Now im left alone and numb
Not truly believing in anything
All I have now is all this wasted love
No passion, no one to call my own
No where to really call home
The bottoms where im at
Holding onto extinguished passion, pent up hurt and regret