when it began: dissonance. a mind disjointed, filled with a million words, a thousand broken promises and maybe a few nolstalgic memories. there's nothing to romanticize when everything collides.
A lonely hour catalyst: chain reactions like fast paced domino sets, falling rapid and helpless, trailing below. wavelengths of a thought process contaminated by restlessness.
note: let sleeping poets lie (awake) to dream out their dreams and make futile wishes on dead comets and empty sunrises.
So restless and still waking up early/ never being able to fall back asleep. Why.