Examining the tee from the game that you loved I imagine your swing and thoughtfully rub my thumb over imperfections made of time, spent and gone; now emptiness so. . . wrong. I hold it for the ties to you. Your nearness seeping in faint wisps into my bones but they are ghostly tethers. Sitting in the home you built. Amid the ruins of years gladly spent in labor. Fears gently assuaged and now forgotten even as you fade. As the time with you fades. Your nearness pales, After all, it is just a tee. Now my panic fills the moment as this tether fails too.
After living with my grandparents for the majority of my life, grade school to grad school currently, they were killed this January. It has been a lonely time as I have to sift through their belongings and keep up this house on my own. Sometimes I pick something up and it just hits me. My grandfather loved golf.