Slowly swerving up like mist rising off the ground. You climb towards me clouding my mind. Eating me up inside. How can I describe what this feels like this time. Words buzzing at the corner of my head. Pounding my skull trying to gain access. Stairways begin to unravel and slowly stretch forth. Pathways begin to grow and form. Which one will echo with your steps.

I suddenly realise I have been here before. This dark corner you have secluded me to seems all too familiar. Your crooning is far too similar. Your words are just so singular. They continuously course through my membrane. This mantra of lost words always sounding the same. Until their empty shells join the others with no meaning.

I can picture you from another time. Walking towards me cloaking yourself in a disguise. I could never really tell what was lurking behind it. You hid behind the depth of your shining eyes. Thoughts would never rally within your mind. Wake you up from your slumber and tell you to arise. Yet I always shuffled along with a painted on smile. Confusion reigned but refused to rise. You knew me but nothing was ever realized.

You did not notice a crack began to form at the side. Slowly splitting at the seams of my insides. Bubbling up until my brain was fried. My needs were simply cast aside. Not strong enough to battle you pride. Forgotten memories. Dwindling downwards in a breeze of ease. Such difficulty. For you to discover me. Love is simply. Not enough for thee.