so this is it, huh? the feels when you can't let go that one person. though you never met him, even for once. i realize that i've been dreaming the whole time, and today i accept the reality. you won't be back for us. you will forever be there. away from me. i knew from the first time that this couldn't be real. you're only there in my dreams. and because of that, i want to sleep; forever.