You always whispered when you spoke Everyone around you leaning in, Hanging on every word, as if it were a lifeline You always meander about, never truly belonging anywhere Your eyes shift ever so slightly to take in your surroundings Never blinking Dark deep portals of unknown I can always feel your gaze On my back Your stare touches my silhouette as I anxiously try to busy myself with anything but meeting your eyes A blush spreads down my cheeks and neck As I'm compelled to look your way Only to regret it as I catch your ruthless smirk You tease without even making a move I fail to think of clever retorts as I try to recover my blunder I wince with each step you take closer to me When at last you are before me I dare not look up as you tower over me, Your hand weighing down heavily on my shoulder I flinch as you lean in to whisper... And then my mind is already unfaithful.