I wrote you a freaking journal how you reaped my heart and jumped on it c'mon babes you forgot that already
okey let's try this again remember the pressure you gave me the dramas seeing you was traumatising loving you was, is and will always be the hardest thing I've ever done
so yeah I wrote you a poem just one poem but I couldn't finish it the pen rebelled the ink stopped flowing my hands trembled and my heart pounded fiercely the words were too heavy so they remain stuck on my throat