I want to cry
but I can't shake my pride
I'm supposed to be emotionless and cold
not crack at the first sign of life going downhill

I Want To cry
but I can't bring myself to break
I can't stand being weak in front of anyone
This is so hard to shake

I want to cry
but I feel so stupid
Why didn't I see this coming
**** it why do I still take everything so hard

I want to cry...
but **** it
I'm going to break if I don't
so If you see me in the rain making the tears in my eyes

I got my wish I finally cried.