When I meet her gaze, it rips the soul from my body and ***** it through time and space into her hollow and vacuous eyes. Into the vacuum of her being.
I find myself in her mind and step tentatively over the creases and folds of her grey brain, avoiding the beehives hanging like grapevines from the ceiling of her skull.
But my eyes adjust to the light and I see that my fears are misplaced, it's not hives hanging inside her mind but a series of dark rainclouds behind black and blue skies.
It's too dim in here, thinks I, where's all the sunshine?
If it's true, and her sun has died I would douse myself and burn alive just to provide her a little reading light, just to dry out her rainy skies and maybe brighten up her nine lives.
If it's true that her moon is hollow and dim then I would be proud to fill it up again, I would be happy to reinflate it's craters with my final dying breath, with all the essence of my being.
And I would hang it there in the night, surrounded by the hole-punched skies. So maybe when it reflects my self-immolation, light would shine down through her beautiful eyes and into that long-neglected mind.