i hate you
i hate every fake smile i received from you
i hate the way you held my hand in your car
i hate your hair and your stupid cleft chin
i hate the way you talk
i hate the way you don't talk
i hate when you walk into a room and expect recognition
i hate that your eyes cross when looking at a girl walk by
i hate that you tell me i'm wrong
and stupid
and UNWILLING TO CHANGE
i only want to change if you're out of the equation
your face makes me sick
your voice makes me sick
your stupid way of expressing your feelings make me sick
you degraded me every chance you got
YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE RAISING ME UP BUT YOU WERE ONLY LEADING ME TO HELL
i hate you
so much so that my hands shake when i think about the words i believed of yours
you remind me of a roller coaster that I DESPERATELY WANT TO GET OFF OF
you remind me of my father ON THE DAY HE LEFT US
that malicious grin he had is the only face you know
i am through trying to get you see that i'm the light instead of the dark
but you're too blinded with arrogance
i hope you rot in your jail cell of a dorm
i hate you
with all my heart
now look at my fake smile.