I thought we were infinite. That the stars and suns could not rip us apart, even if their bare hands grasped our feet and pulled us from the earth unto another plane, I always thought I'd still find you in the darkness.

I thought we were forever, that I would outlive every boy and you would outlive every mood swing and our smiles would radiate so brightly that we'd set the world on fire.

I thought you were my soulmate. I didn't even believe in soulmates, but I was certain if they existed, you were it. My everlasting friend, the one with the random calls and the cute texts and the endless times of calling one another bae. Funny how fitting it was, but I did put you before anything else.

I thought you were my dream, the best friend that would last, the one I would never lose. Its been months since we've talked, but you seem so far away now. Further away than ever before.

I thought you were my future, the one for me, the one I'd sit on my porch with and laugh at old stories and shoo children off our lawn and force our grandchildren to be best friends until they loved it.

But now?

I don't even know if we're friends.