some people hate themselves for who they are
others hate themselves for what they've done

but me, i hate every breath that i breathe
i messed up; i was so sure that he was the one

i cry myself to sleep every night
because i know that i am to blame

for breaking what we had apart
i was the one playing the game

*i slept with a guy i hardly knew
simply because he batted his pretty eyes

told me he would love me forever,
i was silly to believe those lies

when being honest means that i lose everything
its really ******* hard to actually do

but i had to tell the truth for real
and the truth baby, i think it made me lose you