Dear mother and father, I have seen through the lies of everyone I know, I've heard death's whispers as I sleep, I try to understand but leave myself with more questions.

I've tried to hide from myself so I wouldn't discover the hold that death has on me.

So dear mother and father, I wish you well, I have nothing left in this world worth living for.

I keep moving forward but I can see I'm moving backwards, I can't believe what life has become of me.

I am nothing but dirt from the ground, built to destroy myself and make the ones I love suffer around me.

If hell is real I pray for heaven to be waiting for me, If you can believe one thing believe I've been dead since birth.

So dear mother and father, take the roses from the garden and lay them on my grave, so dear lover, and brother, I hope I don't see you soon, and I hope you can forgive me.

Left with nothing but death in me, and I know one day everyone will forget me, so dear family and friends just know, I've been dead since birth.