Seized within the grip
Of chains forged long ago
Panic grasps me
Unable to move
To decide
To act
In my head
In my room
In the house
In the street
In the town
City
Country
World
Galaxy

Lost infinite space...

And twirling back again,
Contracting
Descending
Into this nervous child i find i inhabit.
Lost
Without place
Or reason
Abandoned
Alone
To stay is to be crushed
But I cannot move
Not because I am restrained
Fear inhabits me
Ties me to the spot
Whatever will happen will occur
I will watch but not take part
I am encased in glass
Frozen
Life calls to me but I cannot meet it
I will not meet it
This is my reluctant home