I dont like saying things out loud
No, not because i am too proud
You should have heard the screams of my soul just like you vowed .
Saying things out loud makes them so real , do you understand how i feel ?
But you still keep asking me whats the deal .
My words are stuck in my throat
Just come and here and look at what i wrote .
Saying things out loud makes them real , it gives it mass and solidity and that is the scariest thought to me from them all

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