Pushing people away is an unwanted gift of mine.
If I could though. I would go back in time.
I wouldn't change what I said to him. And I wouldn't change what I did.
I would change what I didn't say to him. And what I didn't do.
I would tell him how much he meant to me. I would hug him more often.
I would tell him his hair was perfect. And I would hold his hand.
Even if I could go back in time. I know I wouldn't change the way I spoke to him. Or the way I looked at him.
I would change the way I didn't speak to him. And the way I didn't look at him.
I would speak lovingly towards him. And I would look at him as if he were my sun.
I would tell him sweet words. And I would look into his soul.
It took me too long to realize all of the things I should have done with him.
It took me too long to realize. If I could go back in time. I wouldn't change a thing.
My Time with him was brief. But it was all I could ever ask for.
It took me too long to realize. He didn't need me. He was better off without me.
So If I could go back in time. I know wouldn't change a **** thing.