dad
how many bottles of alchohol
have you taken in
on this lonely hour?
do you ever think about me?
it's been 11 years since you've seen me
all I can ask you is why,
why would you want to do this to me

how many lines of the white "lifesaver" have affected your nose tonight?
do you see
how you're actually killing me
I hate you for everything
that you've done to me.