He follows in the footsteps of a dead man, a wild man, an ill-tempered storm who lashed out at the world so he wouldnβt conform to the ordinary life from which he ran.
Now that man is dead as an empty beer can. He follows anyway, trudges on through the lukewarm waters in his wake; trudges on to deform the monotony from which his life began.
He thinks he may as well be wed to his drinks and his smokes and the girls in his bed all faceless and nameless and only marginally alive.
He never wants to know that absolute dead feeling that lurks in peopleβs heads. He wants the blood in his veins to pump, his soul to thrive.