No I never said her name aloud, or around you Fainted collections by the bedside Never known from the emotions felt Prayers Things families kept My west side bedroom And you didn't understand Just how much it hurt you The night time shell You remained Faded in my image Turned away Burnt out in shadows Clothes in the closet I wept the whole way home Designed by the day By the pain we realized Prior to twisted agony Never feeling how the road sways I'll still be losing blood Deep ocean drowning Kick Losing breaths Looking from the lights of the aftermath