I was a afread .. I couldn't face it.. I wanted you there.. To lead me .. To show me my way.. I wanted you to be the light.. That shines so bright in the middle of the dark.. To shine between my fears.. To leave them in shame of the way you light so bright.. To lose hope in hunting me again.. To know that there is no use.. Coz as long as your here there shall be no fears or darkness.. Only hope .. And only hope is keeping me stronge waiting for you so patiently.. But please my love don't keep me waiting so long.. Otherwise I'll move on.. And your lose it'll be.. When I'm gone..