It's a big world for sure. There's no doubt about that And honestly, that's ok. Except for my loneliness.
What with the world being so big. It's hard to feel like we belong anywhere It may not make sense, But it does I promise you.
Someone wake me up. I'm stuck in this limbo of nothing Stuck running laps on an empty track Sure I cover ground, but why
Something inside me wants more Can someone give me a thought? As in, notice? Cause it feels like there's none
And sure there may be Maybe this is just my personal drama. But I feel it nonetheless. And that's what matters
All I want is to find something different Someplace where I feel at home Someplace where I feel welcomed Instead I just feel stuck.
I feel like I'm inside a fish bowl. It's clear, and people can see through But I'm all alone inside And there's not a corner for me to claim.
See I long to be known. I long for that person who just gets it But they're not here yet. It seems like no one is.
Wait. Wait. Wait.
It's all I hear anymore. Why do I have to wait while they walk by? Why can't I be the one moving? Could I even know if I tried?
Maybe.
And maybe not.
I guess I have to just accept it then. But I will find it. This thing I'm looking for is out there. I just wish someone take my hand through the journey.
My thoughts are a mess. My mind is empty.
I'm scared.
I wrote this after learning some very hurtful information. I went and sat in the middle of a bustling city square, and just wrote. Hence how confusing the narrative is.