spiders crawl through holes in my skin. i spray repellents, but they still get in. skating patterns below my flesh- so very thin. leaving residual paths of terror, i can't tell where they're going. but i itch, scratch, tear at where they've been.
the unidentifiable rhyming pattern of this poem is supposed to resemble the frantic feeling of depression/anxiety. its always the same things, but you can't control your fear or the outcome.