I remember when your favorite thing was to love me. When you couldn't wait to hold me. When your heart longed for me But one day the light was gone The prepossessing light that gleamed In your eyes filled with galaxies
I look up at the sky Tiny dots emitting light Amongst nothing but Blank space Outer space
I see distant heavenly souls Across the void of our galaxy Distant light traveling millions of miles away In some predestined way to reach pmy mind
I can't comprehend the complexity of this universe I can't fathom the vastness of it How insignificant I am to all of it
Without you I was lost in it Tangled in all the possibilities Sure that you would save me Waiting for you to save me from the catastrophe Building in my mind Meanwhile, you were lost in someone else
While I was stuck in the same spot you left me Wondering what it was that I didn't have What was so different And yet again I felt insignificant As if I was staring out in the vastness Of an empty space Again
You don't know the ache in my heart Every time I repeat the toxic phrase painfully over and over As if I was saying it for the first time "It's alright if you stay forever with me. and it's alright if you're waiting on something else" But if you know, if you know that what we have is real; then it's alright if you love me.