I have fallen in his world so deep that i begun loosing the definition of mine. My goals and aims shatter to pieces, no not with his name written beside mine, i suddenly dismiss my grand future plans. How ... how in the name of the Mary herself would i imagine life once more without him. His eyes, angelic art donatello would define, his smile, a blessing to earth. Many have not yet felt love they way i do, the way he loves me, little would understand , that the safest place on earth is between his arms, its when he holds me and whispers close ... i will never let you go, he would whisper again and again , i'd tell him ... i know .. but he would repeat once more.