Fed up with sorrow Fed up with fear Fed up with darkness and phantoms near Fed up with hurting Fed up with guilt And my heart which can't be rebuilt Fed up with scars Fed up with knives Fed up with loved ones risking their lives Fed up with hatred Fed up with hiding Just want to sit here and do more writing Fed up with betrayal Fed up with loss Opening up has to come with a cost Fed up with fighting Fed up with grief Hoping that one day I'm faced with relief.