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Neal Emanuelson
Poems
Feb 2015
Bleeding Out (A Relapse Poem)
It’s the coldness of the window
That brings arctic winds into my eyes
The pane of glass provides a simple
View of the world which I despised
Shut in my world is perfected misery
Sweet release waiting for its prime
A scarlet hue of liquid rubies
Flowing from the thinnest lines
And I keep
Bleeding out
Even now I can
Still feel myself
I’m saving me but
I keep
Bleeding out
Even though I can’t
Feel myself
I’m losing me
Every line bears little resemblance
To the ones that have crossed before
Only fear keeps this knife moving
Only pain makes me want it more
Stains cover every tile here
From a regressed and spiteful nature
Maybe this desire is deep enough to
Make this the last line I'll endure
But I keep
Bleeding out
Even though I can
Still feel myself
I’m saving me but
I keep
Bleeding out
Even though I can’t
Feel myself
I’m losing me
© 2014
#suicide
#mutilation
#sagaofthelostsavant
Written by
Neal Emanuelson
Amsterdam, Netherlands
(Amsterdam, Netherlands)
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