Lord I am becoming a dangerous man... I cannot breathe your light, I do not know where I stand. It is not like I needed to ask permission to live or believe in your religion; the one I was raised with.
Lord I betrayed myself with a weary prayer. I yearned for remission. I was haunted by a guilty conscience, filled with monsters; was not ever warned that it was all just nonsense!
Lord I am confident. I cannot include you with the decisions I make, By myself I will learn from my own mistakes. No longer can I pray that my wishes come true, I believe in myself more than I believe in you. Amen.