This is me
In all its entirety.

I think God lies
in the flowers and the trees.
Whenever it rains,
I think it's a message telling me, soon, the pain will wash away.
I sometimes stop breathing just to feel death teething.
I always cry when there's a quiet sky and car rides make me feel so alive. People put me in a trance,
I can't tell the good and bad apart.
I think love and hate are joined by the same heart.
The world, that spins a million miles away from me is perfection.
And yet, I sometimes cry at my reflection.
I think love will conquer all, no matter how many times it may fall.
I miss summer in the winter and winter in the summer.
I secretly wish I had many secret lovers.
All I'll ever know is that I'll never know.
And I keep wondering ...is that a enough to keep on with the show ?