in 2014 I thought I loved someone in 2014 I got my heart broken twice. and it was the worst pain I've ever felt, in 2014 I almost lost my bestfriend for good. in 2014 my friends had suicide scares. in 2014, my life fell apart in 2014 I thought I would never be the same again in 2014 I became depressed in 2014 I lost myself. . . I didn't even know who I was anymore. I felt so empty alone, worthless helpless, hopeless often questioning what my purpose in this world was. in 2014 I did some horrible things to myself in 2014 I lost friends in 2014 I met some of the most amazing people in 2014 I made mistakes and accomplished victories. in 2014 I endured SO much pain but in 2014 I became a stronger me.