How could words explain what I feel? Letters etch my tattered tale? A broken shell, a hollow soul, My heart, so cold and pale. Now how to cope, what do I do? I feel so lost, it's true. The world came crashing down on me the second I lost you.
The despair I felt was nothing like I've ever felt before. I never thought that I could cry until my soul was sore. I cried until my heart hurt. I cried until my eyes hurt. I cried until I couldn't cry, and then I cried some more. I never thought this day would come, not this way, this soon. Every day I wonder what I'll do now without you. That very thought consumes me, I'm filled with grief and rage. To think you'll never get to see your nephew come of age.