Please understand. Please don't be hurt. But I love you.
It's scary for me, this is all new. I might ***** up, No, I will ***** up. But bear with me, as I try to see my way through the dark. I promise I'll make it worthwhile.
Kiyuki....Don't be hurt...I'm so sorry... ;( i didn't mean for you to get hurt... i'm just... I'm scared. This is so new, I'm so blind... and i'm trying to grasp something intangible, trying to hold onto everything i love, I'm so scared of losing something so beautiful again.