my 3 am thoughts wander the night and find you, but then i realize that your love was never mine but to that girl who are your 3 am thoughts And who you now tell that you've been waiting for her since the crack of dawn to the break of day because i'm sitting here in the pouring rain and you don't even seem to take notice because while your saying those i miss yous and i love yous to her i think about the time when those i miss yous and i love yous once belonged to me And that they slipped like water through my fingers the empty spaces between my fingers linger where yours use to fill and fit so perfectly like puzzle pieces because i'm still stuck on you coming on to day two, soon comes week three after that month four, when will this torture end