it all comes at once
like a tidal wave
crashing and destroying
all in its wake.

what is there to do?
try swimming and become
****** under.

or give up
and give yourself
to the ever flowing current.

I guess life is all about
the choices and decisions
we choose to make.

and I guess in my life
I'm choosing to swim and fight.

but if that's so,
why does it feel
like I'm constantly
d r o w n i n g