Kick, punch, slap!! Why do I always fall into this trap?
One minute everything is civil and nice.Β Next a glare....As cold as ice. Every day is different, A chance, a gamble. Like rolling dice.
It's like walking on egg shells. Your mood changes, it has fits and spells.
As nice as pie... Then boom!! I have a new black eye.
Always tread lightly. Only moving slightly.
Inch by inch. Sometimes if I'm lucky I escape with something minor, maybe a graze or a pinch. You love me, you say. I know but I get scared by your "Physical Affection Display."
Yet again you have that itch. Everything goes form "Yeah sure Sweet-pea." to "YOU *****!" Deceitful, conniving and misleading. Leaving me; coughing, wincing and bleeding.
I attempt to make a desperate dash. But you're right there again, quick as a flash.
You feed off of my undiluted fear. Something akin to a terrified baby dear.
Pinned between you and my door. I'm knocked abruptly to the floor. The blows continue. Several dozen more. Paired with an announcement of a "Personality flaw."
My throat: constricting. Due to the pain that you are inflicting.
Before I've tried to object. Old and faded bruises. I have been given, my prompt to pause and reflect.
These "Special Gifts" I wish to return. "Oh pumpkin, Mama is just helping you Live, Love and Learn."