sorry cut it that night and every time I think of someone else you slip into my mind this is a nightmare I can't escape while I'm awake I told you this would end and I told you I was more trouble than you would come to realize I'm worth Do you want to know why? To ease the blow when it all inevitably fell apart, leave the door creaked open so when you left it was soundless & painless Oh god, but the pain is relentless I fell in love You taught me to trust is to be deceived, but to hold a knife behind your back was to be careful So tell me... do words matter if there isn't anyone to hear them?